A while back, I think January of last year, I went for a past life regression... still not sure what that means so don't ask... I don't know if they are stories we make up to try and explain things going on now or if they are linear... it is confusing to me... Anyway...

After this experience, I was talking to a friend and telling him about the experiences. He was pressing me to know more about these lifetimes because he felt as if he were in them with me (and so did I but I didn't want to project that on to him... since he was so interested in them, and felt like he had been there too, I accepted that my hunches were right... but that is neither here nor there) He asked me after I died in my hardest lifetime "what happened next" and at that point, we were talking on two separate levels... I got confused with the question, "What happened next" and asked myself what did happen next and found myself not in another lifetime but between lives, in a state where I could grasp some of what it all means.

After leaving my body, I was greeted by "beings" but these beings did not have bodies, they were just perceptual points of view. Each "being" looked like "Light" particles. Each particle was a trinity... it was Love, Light, and an Idea, and it was not possible to separate Love or Light from any Idea. What was different though is that each Idea vibrated at a different frequency. The thing was... that these Love/Light/Idea particles were EVERYWHERE... as if it were the very air we breathe.

As we would let go of certain ideas, our energetic bodies would vibrate at different frequencies, higher or lower than the moment before based on whether the ideas we were releasing were of a higher frequency or a lower frequency. If we released ideas of a lower vibrational frequency, it would immediately be replaced by ideas that resonated with the overall vibrational frequency of the entire energetic body, which would be higher than the moment before because of letting go of the lower vibrational frequency thoughts.

The most fascinating thing was, there was really no beginning or end of a "being" what it seemed was that the thoughts (all thoughts) were just floating around in the "air" and at any moment we could release one thought and incorporate a different thought into our perceptual awareness... then let that thought go in the next instant if we wanted. What made each "being" was that it was a conglomeration or a pocket of high concentration of thoughts. Each "being" vibrated differently... the same as each person "feels" different, each energetic being had the same quality of "feeling" different but it was very clear that we are not our point of view. We are REALLY the entirety of consciousness, only our perceptual point of view is how we experience any thoughts at any time.

it was also very clear that the law of attraction is backwards. We as ego's do not attract things we want by "intending," rather we attract what we desire by "letting go" of that which does not serve us so better things can come in. All of those "things" whether we judge them as "good or bad" are all aspects of ourself (greater consciousness) that will be experienced at any given time. It seemed that as one breathes, we take in thoughts (consciousness) and some stick and some don't but everything will move in and trough our energy bodies. We may not be aware of some thoughts but the "air" is pregnant with creativity and ideas.

What was also clear was that every single idea ... EVERY IDEA was Love/Light/Idea. This means that War was as much Love as Peace, only it was a distorted idea of what Love is... but it was STILL LOVE. When we feel rage for example, it is because we have a great fear of something and are calling out for love. We are still looking for love but don’t' know how to perceive it in that circumstance so Love becomes distorted and is expressed in "dysfunctional" ways. People at war really want to do what they think/believe is best but they can't see the entire picture and can't accept "what is" so in their struggle to find the love, they express love in a warped way...  

The feelings people feel when at war is just a distorted way of seeking Love. People only do what they believe is the right thing to do (unless you have a mental illness) and sometimes based on what we are told, those expressions become warped.

The "beings" were high concentrations or energy pockets of thoughts and ideas. they were also high concentrations of Light/Love because the three can not be separated. The brilliance of each being was not a variant, it was the "feeling" of each being that made each perceptual point of view seem different and each vibrated at different frequencies because each thought vibrates at different frequencies and each being was made of seemingly billions of individual thought particles.

Something that was evident was that we do not attract thoughts by "intending," we need to release thoughts and "raise our vibration" that way. It is more a process of "letting go" of thoughts that don't serve us rather than "intending" for thoughts that we desire in our experiences. If you can't "let go" then nothing else can come in. WE are also not our perceptual point of view. We are ALL of Consciousness... and our bodies are our gifts so we may experience the entirety of the Self in microscopic detail. When we are Present, we can become aware of everything that is moving through us in each and every moment and as we witness our thoughts, they leave us. This is what it means to "Know Thyself." Presence allows you to detach from the experience and witness what you are in each and every moment. This is why you will hear me say, "You are NOW." Because you are not your perceptual point of view, your perceptual point of view experiences exactly what is moving though you in any moment and each moment you will be different in some way... with each breath, you are changed in some way, or your perceptual point of view will change because you are experiencing yourself as Consciousness... which has no attachment to what is going on... it is All of Everything.

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